my brother wouldnt sit still for the picture. it was his birthday so i tired to get a pic. but it wouldnt happen. so well it was fun to have them home for scotts birthday. its cool. breakfast for mothers day and scott s birthday. picture of my mom the same day. she can sit still for a picture.

looking back... at my blog. i have to put up more pictures and drawings. it looked better with all those things.

7:18 am
a new week.
wow
i need to save money. i need to plan things out. find another drawing class. for the rest of the summer. figure out how to finish school.

work has been crazy... so i havent posted anything. i miss it. so i am going to post a lot this weekend. drawings and pictures. soon.

11:06 pm.
this year has gone by pretty fast. already may. summer is almost here. wow. my class is going well i really like my teacher. i am drawing well. it feels good to be apart of art. still. just a little bit. my drawing skills are getting better. i am feel better about the whole idea of drawing. my teacher is cool. he is a high school art teacher. so oh well. i wish i had a cool teacher like that in my high school years. my drawing skill would be better now. well as long as they are getting better now. this is all that matters. so life is funny. oh well. yep.
i am in training at work now. training is always hard. i am just trying to pick it all up. i am hoping that my friend will come out in june sometime. i dunno. doesnt sound like it going to work out. i hope so. it would be so much fun. just hanging out.

i want to take lots of pictures.
home movies.
scrapbooks
journals

shmooey and my mom... a couple of weeks ago. last month really. he looks happy.

I need to draw more. I need to take more pictures. I need to write more things down and then keep track of them. I realy really need to draw more. man oh well. soon.

i have value
i have worth
i am a good artist
everyone has value and worth.

its still raining...
its been 2 weeks now.
amazing.
flooding is still going on.
water, water everywhere.
i am feeling better. my mind is with me.
my head is clear. 3 days in.
i am feeling better. my mind is working well.
well.
wow.
i am a good artist. i am good
this is the first day of the rest of my life.
a new day
a new start
shmooey boy.
what a funny picture of him.
he is so brown now.
he wasnt that color when he was little.

Happy mothers day

I am THANKFUL NOW

me. i dont really look to happy but i am happy.

my hair is getting long again. i have to cut it. my eye is getting better now

i am a good artist. i am enjoying my life. things are going my way. i am happy now. amazing how things are working out for me. i love myself. i love all people. i am together. i am ok and i am on my way. i am not were i want to me but i am not where i was. i am happy now. things are wonderful. i am happy now. happy now. happy. i am a good sister good friend good daughter. things are great.

this is my eye last week. oh man it hurt. but now it is all better. or at least its getting better.

mr. shmooey

he is sitting pretty here.

8:21pm friday may 12 2006

happy mother's day

1:19 pm
its a rainy day. i feel it so much. i need to move to southern cal. so that i can get bored of sunshine all day long.

i start my drawing class thursday night. this is pretty cool. i am happy. this is one thing to do with art. so happy.

my eye is still messed up. it hurts. ah ah. but its getting better

my brother is coming. tonight. so happy. its his birthday. happy birthday again.

crazy cool.

Happy birthday scott

flowers outside my door. so pretty late spring is wonderful. i am going to plant sunflowers soon. i love them so much. what a happy flower. and fun as well. watching them move. amazing.

10 10 pm friday

i am sleepy. i need sleep. sleep

i love monk.

the pictures are working again. woo and then hoo. amazing.

go red sox

yea boston

i am finally feeling better about being here. I love boston. and i am living with lancaster.

its all about positive thinking.

positive thinking

thinking positively

i am moving on with my life. i am feeling just great. al' good

the sun is out. this is helping me as well. soon i will be just great. + wonderful and happy. hehehe i am just great now. life is life.

woo hoo

man still not working. all good later

hhmmm... so happy that my class will start soon. I will put up the work as soon as there finished. it was a crazy day. i want to do a paint by numbers. i havent done it in my life. i just think its a funny idea. i get to go into the city wednesday. so happy. lunch with my mom. and to be able to see the city. very cool. Man i was going to put up some new pictures but well its not working. so maybe later.

the job is better. i am past the being new part of it. so its better all the way around. people are nice and thats important.