Friday, April 21, 2006

5:40 am friday april 21, 2006

I was just asleep ten minutes ago. shmooey jumped on me and woke me up. so i am wake now. the sun is not up yet. shmooey is just like a child but on a smaller scale. i think i am getting sick. i am feeling it in my chest.

so funny at work now i see children reading and walking. this is so funny to watch. parents are like ok put your book up here and they are still reading so they hold onto the book not wanting to lose there place. well so i use a book mark and the scan it. and give it right back. i just think its so funny to watch. i was not like that. reading was not something i wanted to spend anytime on growning up. i want my children to be able to read that well so that they just can not put the book down to buy it as well. walking after me reading. i just think that pretty cool.

my friend just told me yesterday. that she was going to have a baby. oh man it was so funny i was in the parking lot at work. i have been trying to call her for weeks now. we had just kinda finished and she was like by the way... man so happy. amazing. all of my closes friends are having children and then second children. I am happy for all. i am not ready to be a mother yet. i still have time. so for now i am aunty michelle. ha. that sounds so funny to me. I just want them to grow up a little more so all these children are fun. well . more funny. like 5. thats a good age. they all will be able to do things. little little babies are so cute but they just dont do much. oh well someday i will have children of my own. huge way to go alyx. :) woo hoo. for you.

the birds are singing and the sun is coming up more. this is good that i am getting a good start to my day. i need to draw. write out some plot points. and then draw some more. i am hungery as well i need to fit that into my life.

I am waiting for my first pay check. man. i still have one more week. this is going to be painful. i am not going to be able to save money with gas prices the way that they are going to be. this upsets me. i am going to stay home on my days off. This makes me want to be able to do a job that i can stay home for. freelance for now sounds good.

off to find food.